Written by Nadia Gutierrez
When I started my photography journey I had so many goals and dreams and I even created deadlines. Seven years ago I thought it was going to be easy to embark my journey and achieve my goals. Well — it didn’t happen because I kept trying and not doing. But, do what? I was doing everything I could but I got nowhere near where I wanted to be.
“Stop trying and just do it” famous words that came out of my tío’s mouth, words that are written in quotes. But what does it really mean? And I might be overthinking it, yes, but the truth is that over the years I thought I understood the concept of it. I mean, I’m trying, therefore I am doing it, right? Wrong. It took me years to realize that I kept “trying” and never got the results I wanted because I kept using the same method, same habits, same plan. I was hitting the point of giving up.
I didn’t want to give up on my old habits, or make any changes in my life, changes that would open new doors for me. I became comfortable with what I had and that brought insecurity and fear. I felt like my work wasn’t good enough to be seen by others. It was so much easier for me to believe that that was as good as I was going to get.
I consider myself introverted but here I am being a photographer and exposing myself every day — what was I thinking?! I had to let go of things that were holding me back, such as the fear of approaching unknown people. Being introverted doesn’t mean you can’t be around people, it just means that it’s a little harder to engage with others. I had to exercise that ability, to connect with others, to put myself out there and let others see what I can do. I’m still in the process of getting better each day but I decided to make a change.
Years later I find myself shooting a wedding for the TLC channel, which it was an unforgettable experience. The wedding was part of the show called “Four Weddings”. I got to meet the producer and the camera crew. Two other photographers and I got the opportunity to experience this. I realized that I was limiting myself. After that I didn’t want to stop growing, so I kept challenging myself and began meeting new people, new photographers, learning new tricks, exploring new areas of photography. Taking small steps slowly but surely, and now I’m here getting featured in photography blogs — all this is great, giving me an amazing feeling of accomplishment but I’m still learning and discovering new things — I’m a work in progress — I am not done, my journey has just begun.
I look back and I finally can say “I’m doing it” planning and getting ready for next year. I want to start teaching photography and I want to share with my students my experience as an introverted photographer — and I want them to become incredibly passionate about photography, driven individuals. Like I said my journey has just begun.
My humble advice from me to you
- Be nice to yourself: This is the hardest part, believing that you deserve good things. Focus on what you love and what makes you happy.
- Say “Yes”: Say yes to the change, it is hard but it will take you to new adventures, new people, new everything! ”just do it” just make the change and let your fears, and insecurities behind start believing in the abilities that you have.
- You’re going to fail, that is okay: If it didn’t work out one way, find another way and keep on going, do not stop. Do not stress if you don’t see results right away. Don’t beat yourself up!
- Feel proud of what you’ve accomplished, celebrate your victories but be humble enough to share your knowledge, help someone else with their journey — don’t be selfish!
About Nadia Gutierrez : She was born in Mexico but grew up in Northern California. Bay Area photographer and graphic design student. She loves her camera and adores showing the beauty of life through her photography. She likes to inspire and motivate others to do BIG things. She lives life in the fast lane, leads a dynamic life and makes quick decisions which often leads to great adventures!